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Bits and Pieces: Fragmented road5) Fragmented roadBits and Pieces: Fragmented road by Opallynia
Before you judge me by these words, I’ll share this: It’s my life; before you have experienced my life, don’t think you have an actual right to bitch. Alright, so let’s begin.
Many things can mess up the insides of yer head. Abuse, brainwashing, imprisonment, bad education or lack thereof, even bad genes or just plain boredom. Put them all together and spice ‘em up with a good deal of cruelty and bad luck, ya got my situation. I ain’t saying I’m worse off than you or everyone else but you need to understand, I am worse off than most people. ‘Been telling myself I’m lucky to not be considered a complete loony, just someone with a handful of screws loose. And no, I’m not gonna go into detail about any whys or hows, those I do not wish to share with people. Though my wife’s an exception, I could tell her everything if there was time for it… which there isn’t so ther
Bits and Pieces: Soft, sweet, evil4) Soft, sweet, evilBits and Pieces: Soft, sweet, evil by Opallynia
Why must I…? Oh come on. Really? So childish. Hey, why can’t I change the header? I want to change it, that’s not right. It’s too innocent can’t you hear? Oy! …Geeeez, okaaaay, but only this once okay? Here’s some personal little chatter whatever. Wait, personal? Oh deep sigh, you serious? Oh. Deep. Sigh.
Where do I start then? I’ve kinda been busy lately so I have no cool news on the fandom front. You might know this already though since all my accounts are kinda dead, lol. Lotsa shit’s happening, I suppose y’ know about that somewhat anyway. Like, the freedom movement and whatnot waging civil war. But I gotta tell you guys it’s no surprise, I mean they got crappy lives to live even tho’ they are people too. Like, they teach us complete bullshit in the upper levels. Utter bullshit.
Anyway, my brain’s a little overloaded with real life business. There ar
Bits and Pieces: Counted Blessings 3) Counted blessingsBits and Pieces: Counted Blessings by Opallynia
One should always play their cards fair, don’t you think? I mean, hiding them in your sleeve, will that truly give you a sense of accomplicement? No, it certainly won’t. Our choices build the world around us and if so, shouldn’t we try to make the best choices from everyone’s point of view?
I, for one, truly have made my choice. I had the chance to become something much more powerful, someone who is feared by many and respected by the others. But that is not the road I chose. Instead, I focus on the small things, such as the smallest plant’s beauty or the light in children’s eyes when they partake in the simplest of pleasures: human company. It doesn’t mean it’s a quiet life, for all have their battles to struggle through. What it is, though, is a life full of heartfelt smiles.
How blessed I am to have found a relationship based on mutual love, how fortunate to be able to rear
Bits and Pieces: Uncut Catharsis(2) Uncut CatharsisBits and Pieces: Uncut Catharsis by Opallynia
It bothers me a great deal, it does. The way I have come to a standstill. There are so many things I have not finished still. I was told it is the middle age blues, though I have passed the “middle age”. But 50 is an important number this year. It has been exactly that many years since all this begun. I was 19.
Now, I must offer you this information: as I am writing this, it is hours later than the first paragraph. That is how weak I am. Would he have laughed or smiled at these words? Or would he have become upset, even mad at me? That is what tore me apart a few hours ago. Do not misunderstand, it still does, I am simply more prepared for the emotions at the moment. Among all the things I have come to learn, tolerance and perseverance are the two best examples. Admittedly, as Yasmina has bluntly put to words, my spine has turned into steel if it ever were anything else.
I do not remember who it was who told me to write it out
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